oct~ wat can i to do??

haiz......1st of oct ...wat can i do now....now i still have 3 more subject to exam...sien la....ppl only 1 subject....siens la....hate myself no hard working at all...hate myself unlike to study....oct....getting gradua lo~ wat can i do again??relax???travel??? study again??? no!no! no!!! imposible..i not get easy to finish my diploma ler....cant study again~ work??? haiz...feel the life is too bored d......now....get hard to revision....target on my 2.5 n above!! jia you ah sen mee~add oil ah xiao wei~ gambateh de ner longmao~